Wednesday, January 2, 2013
BEFORE I GET TO THE NEW YEARS STUFF
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I HAVE GET THIS OUT -- IM NOT EXACTLY SEEING IT LIKE THE BLOG STUFF I USAULLY SEE -- OR ITS NOT COMING IN THE SAME I DONT KNOW BUT HERE WE GO -- OK I THINK IM GOING THUR SOME STUFF THAT HAS ME WORKING REAL HARD TO SEE WHAT IT IS EVEN WHEN IM LOOKING RIGHT AT IT IT WANTS TO WIGGLE AN SHIFT -- SO THE BEST I CAN DO HERE IS SAY SOME STUFF THATS WITH IT -- I THINK STUFF IS GETTING JUMBLED TOGETHER REGUARDLESS I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT NOW THIS WAY CAUSE ITS BLOCKING SOME OTHER STUFF -- OK MY SON IS COMING TO VISIT IN ABOUT A WEEK -- OK I KNOW MY BOYS LOVE ME -- BEING THEIR MOTHER AND ALL WHICH IS GREAT -- AN IM TRYING NOT TO BE A BOTHER OR A PROBLEM -- BUT IM SURE MY BOYS MY PARENTS DONT SEE ME IN A VERY GOOD LIGHT -- NOT THAT THEY DONT TRY AN GIVE ME MORE THAN THEY CAN FIND TO GIVE ME BUT I BELIEVE IN THIER EYES I AM BY MEASURE NOT OF MUCH WORTH -- AND A BIT OF AN EMBRASSMENT -- AND IN NEED OF ALOT OF DRUGS AND DOCTORS CARE FOR MY CONDITION -- NOW SOME HOW IM NOT KNOWING WHY THIS IS LIKE THIS BUT I CAN LIVE WITH IT -- CAUSE AS FAR AS I CAN TELL THE REALITY FOR ME ON FAMILY LEVEL IS THAT I AM A COMPLETE AND TOTAL FAILURE OF LIFE -- WITH HIM COMING PRETTY SOON IM KIND OF LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HIDE IN SO I WONT BE SEEN BUT I REALLY DO WANT TO SEE HIM -- I DO THIS WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE -- ITS EASIER THAN ANYTHING ELSE -- IT SEEMS BETTER FOR THEM TO NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME -- NOW IM BETTING SOME OF YOU DIDNT KNOW THIS ABOUT ME -- AND ITS NOT STUFF I LIKE OTHER PEOPLE TO BE AWARE OF -- BUT FOR SOME REASON HERE IT IS IN BLACK AND WHITE -- BASICALLY MY SON TOLD ME WITH CONCERN FOR HIS FAMILY -- THAT NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AND NONE OF WHAT I SAY OR DO MAKES ANY SENSE AND ITS ALL BASICALLY DRIBBLE AND I AM EMBARRESING MYSELF AND MY FAMILY BY BEING THE WAY I AM AND DOING AND SAYING THE THINGS I DO AND SAY -- AND I HAVE NO RIGHT TO PUT HIS CHILDREN OR HIM THROUGH ALL MY LAYERS OF BULLSHIT -- SO HE WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF I WOULD NOT BE ANYWHERE NEAR HIM OR HIS KIDS OR IN LAWS UNTIL I CAN BEHAVE LIKE A DECENT PERSON AND BE NORMAL LIKE EVERYONE ELSE -- ALSO I BELIEVE HE SEES ME NOT ONLY AS THAT BUT I AM ALSO A LOW LIFE EVIL SCUM DRUG ADDICT THAT HE ALSO DOESN'T WANT ANY WHERE AROUND HIM AN AGAIN HIS -- NOW TO BE FAIR I HAVE TO SAY HES NOT WRONG OR MEAN BY DEALING WITH ME THIS WAY BECAUSE HE IS MOSTLY AND FIRSTLY PROTECTING HIS CHILDREN FROM WHAT HE SEES AS A THREAT -- AND HE IS IRRITATED BY MY INABILITY TO JUST STOP BEING A FUCK UP -- AND HIS HURT IN DOING WHAT HE HAS TO DO BECAUSE HE LOVES ME IM HIS MOTHER -- NOW I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DEAL WITH THIS FOR YEARS NOW BUT WITH MY SON I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW HIM I GET NO REPORT CARD NO PAY CHECK NO TROPHEYS NO MEDALS I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR BASICALLY ANYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE NOT EVEN RAISING THEM -- HE DOESNT EVEN WANT TO READ ANYTHING IVE WRITTEN BECAUSE IVE BEEN TRYING TO ON THE INTERNET FOR AT LEAST TEN YEARS NOW TO DO MY JOB OF COMMUNICATING VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION TO PEOPLE FROM DUDE AND I BELIEVE LAST COUNT TOTAL VIEWS OF WHAT IVE BEEN DOING FOR TEN YEARS IS 3800 TOTAL CURIOUS PEOPLE SOME OF WHOM THEM SELVES AFTER READING WHAT I WROTE WANTED TO KNOW IF I WAS COMPLETELY INSANE AND IF I WAS DANGEROUS -- SO IF YOU LOOK AT THE WORK IVE BEEN TRYING TO DO FOR DUDE AND YOU ALL FOR TEN YEARS KIND OF LOOKS LIKE IVE FAILED THERE ALSO -- ON ANY OTHER DAY I WOULD BE ON THIS BUT TODAY I AM NOT -- SO BEFORE I TRY TO GO TO THE NEXT YEAR I HAVE TO SEE IF IVE GOTTEN THAT FAR YET -- AT THIS MOMENT IM GOING TO HAVE TO SAY I TOTALLY KNOW ALL THE STUFF I UNDERSTAND IT INSIDE OUT AND UPSIDE DOWN YOU COULD TAKE ME AN DUDE TO COURT TO PROVE ANY OF IT AND I COULD WIN AND PROVE WHAT EVER -- IT SALL WORKS AND ITS ALL BEYOND WONDERFUL SO IM KINDA THINKING WHERE IM FUCKING IT UP -- AND THERE YOU HAVE IT
THANK YOU
PIXIE AND DUDE
PAY ATTENTION
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PAY ATTENTION
September 2, 2011OK WE HAVE SOME MAYOR PROBLEMS THAT NEED TO BE LOOKED AT BY EVERYONE – THE REASON IS THAT EVERYONE IS INVOLVED – FIRST LETS GO TO THE PROBLEM WITH DRUGS AND THE PEOPLE WHO USE THEM -0- FIRST THE WORST AND MOST DANGEROUS OF THESE IS PRESCRIPTION DRUGS – THESE ARE YOUR ‘LEGAL’ DRUGS – NOW IF YOU ARE TAKING THESE DRUGS AND ARE PUTTING DOWN THOSE WHO USE STREET DRUGS – YOU ARE SERIOUSLY IN ERROR — BECAUSE THE TRUTH BE KNOWN YOU ARE THE TRUE DRUG ABUSERS – OK DUE TO EONS OF CONDITIONING THE HUMAN BODY TODAY WE ARE IN NEED OF ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING WE CAN GET BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN LEFT WITH NOTHING WE HAVE BEEN RAPED AN ABUSED IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD – TO UNDERSTAND THIS IS TO KNOW THAT WE ALL BELIEVE IN THE SAME THING AND HAVE FOR A VERY LONG TIME – YOU MAY SAY YOU BELIEVE IN THIS OR THAT BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT YOU BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IN AND TEACH YOUR CHILDREN WHAT – THAT YOU ARE GOING TO DIE SOMEDAY YOUR CHILDREN AS WELL – NOW I DO NOT KNOW HOW YOU VIEW THIS BUT I SEE IT AS THE BIGGEST DREAM KILLER THERE IS – AT THE HEART OF ALL LIFE WE ARE HANDED DEATH — NOW WHAT KIND OF LIFE IS THAT – AND ALL THE SHIT THAT GOES WITH IT – THAT IS NOT LIFE =– AND AS A RESULT THE WORLD IS IN THE SAD SHAPE THAT IT IS IN TODAY – AND YOUR HEAVEN AND HELL DON’T WORK EITHER – NOW WHY WOULD YOU LISTEN TO ANYONE WHO KNOWS NO MORE THAN YOU HOW THAT GOES – HOW DO THEY KNOW – GRANTED YEARS OF OBSERVING WOULD LEAVE YOU TO SEE THE END OF A HUMAN LIFE – BUT WITHOUT TOTAL KNOWLEDGE YOU CANNOT COME TO ANY CONCLUSIONS – AND BECAUSE THE BULK OF THE KNOWLEDGE WE WERE TO GET WAS LOST AND MORE SO DESTROYED EONS AGO BY THE ‘ DO-GOODERS’ OF THE TIME WHO DECIDED – IF PEOPLE HAD A DIFFERENT VIEW FROM THEIR OWN THEY WERE PAGANS AND SUCH AN THEIR KNOWLEDGE WAS TO BE DESTROYED – NOW THIS IS THE KNOWLEDGE THAT BUILT THE PYRAMIDS – WHICH TODAY WE CANNOT EVEN GUESS AS TO HOW THEY WERE CONSTRUCTED – NOW WEATHER ANY ONE WANTS TO OWN UP TO THE FACT WAY BACK WHEN THE ‘DO-GOODERS’ TOOK OVER AN ARE STILL SPREADING THEIR BULLSHIT TODAY THAT STILL DOES NOT WORK IN THE LEAST NOT THEN AN NOT NOW – THEY TOOK A PEACEFUL PEOPLE AN GENERALLY WIPED THEM OUT UNTIL THERE WERE NONE LEFT TO TELL THE TALE – THEN PRESIDED TO FILL IN ALL THE BLANKS WITH THINGS WE HAVE NO WAY TO PROVE AND TOLD US TO GO ON BLIND FAITH — NOW GOD AS YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT IS A MAN MADE DEITY THE MOST PRECIOUS THING AT THE TIME WAS GOLD SO WHAT WAS DONE WAS THEY DROPPED THE L OUT OF GOLD – NOW THERE IS A CREATOR THAT NEEDS NO NAME SO I REFER TO HIM AS DUDE – WE WILL GET TO HIM LATER – NOW IF YOU ASK WHY WOULD ANYONE GO TO EXTENT? WELL, BECAUSE THEY SAW NOTHING BUT PEOPLE DYING AND DECIDED THEY WOULD USE FORCE AND FEAR AN CONTROL THOSE STILL LIVING – SO THE BIBLE WAS CONSTRUCTED – THE BIGGEST PART OF WHICH, CAME FROM A SCIENCE BOOK – YOU KNOW THIS BY TAKING YOUR BASIC ADAM AND IF YOU SPELL IT CORRECTLY (ATOM) THE LIGHT OF TRUTH WILL SHINE – ALSO DUDE BEING ONE WHY WOULD THERE BE MORE THAN ONE OF ANYTHING NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT THERE IS ONE DAY AND ONE NIGHT — NOT SEVEN – ALSO IS NOT TREE JUST THAT THE WORLD OVER NOT TREES THERE ARE DIFFERENT KINDS OF TREES BUT THE BASIC OF THEM ALL IS THAT IS A TREE – JUST AS A ROCK IS A ROCK – ALSO WHILE WE ARE GOING THIS WAY THE ALPHABET IS WHAT DUDE GAVE LIFE TO IN ORDER TO COMMUNICATE THE CREATOR TO THE CREATION THAT WOULD BE US – NOW IF YOU OMIT THIS FACT YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU LIKE AN THERE ISNT MUCH TO DISPUTE YOU — BUT THE FACT IS PEOPLE WERE NEVER SUPPOSE TO MAKE WORDS AN THE ALPHBET IF LEFT ALONE WOULD HAVE DONE WHAT IT WAS CREATED TO DO – BUT SOMEONE DECIDED WAY BACK WHEN TO CAPTURE THE LETTERS AN IMPRISION THEM IN ORDER TO TAKE OVER THE FORMING OF WORDS – AN AT THE TIME ALL SEEMED TO BE IN ACCORD – EXCEPT A WAR OVER THE LETTERS WAS ABOUT TO BEGIN — SO TO STOP THIS WAR A TOWER WAS CONSTRUCTED WHICH WAS CALLED BABEL. WHAT WAS DONE THERE WAS ALL THE LANGUAGE WAS SEPARATED FRENCH ENGLISH AN SO FORTH ALSO THE WORLD WAS DIVIDED — THAT WAY EVERYONE COULD USE THE LETTERS — THAT IS BASICALLY WHAT HAPPENED AT BABEL –WHAT WAS DONE WITH THE LIVING LETTERS WAS THEY WERE IMPRISONED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BIBLE WHICH IF YOU CHECK IT OUT IS ALSO BABEL – THAT WOULD;D BE THE HEBREW ALPHABET I BELIEVE – ANY WAY I HAVE GONE OFF INTO LEFT FIELD HERE — THE THING IS THAT THE INFORMATION THAT WE ARE LACKING IS WHAT WE AS HUMANS ARE CAPABLE OF – WE ARE MIRACLES THERE IS NOTHING LIKE US IN THE KNOWN UNIVERSE – NOW THIS INFORMATION IS SAVED FOR US INSIDE THE PYRIMID SOME HOW WHERE IT HAS BEEN PROTECTED FOR EONS – THE SPINX IS THE TOP OF A TOTEM POLE BY THE WAY — ALSO WE CANNOT BE DYING — AS WE HAVE NOT BEEN GIVEN LIFE YET – WHAT WE ARE AND HAVE BENN DOING IS CALLED EXISTENCE — ONCE WE HAVE COMPLETED OUR HUMAN EVOLUTION WE WILL BE READY TO BE GIVEN LIFE – NOW WHAT DOES ALL OF THIS HAVE TO DO WITH DRUGS – WELL SOME OF US ARE TRYING TO FIND SOME UNDERSTANDING AN SOME WAY OF GAINING IT WHILE OTHERS ARE TRYING TO DEADEN THE SENSES AND NOT FEEL OR KNOW ANY THING — SENSE WE HAVE LIFE AN ALL THE WONDERS OF IT TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHY CANT WE TAKE THE WHAT IS LEFT OF OUR COMPLETION OF THIS EVOLUTION TO ACTUALLY PREPARE FOR THE BEGINNING OF LIFE — WHICH IS RAPIDLY APPROACHING — WE WILL SEE THIS IN OUR DAYS TO COME — IF THAT IS WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR – BY THE WAY DEATH ISN’T EVEN A REAL WORD – IT TAKES EACH ONE OF US TO CHANGE A COURSE SO LETS SHALL WE — AND THERE YOU HAVE IT.
THANK YOU
PIXIE AND DUDE
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September 2, 2008….hi….other than have a total love on all levels to to the fantastic women named Pixy……I dont have much to say this first post………………………………I’m abit thickheaded…dense ,….and ego centered at times i think i’m not…………………..she is correct in all she says …..she is never incorret…if she appears to have no continuity …….or express bad grammer or punctuation…..that because at the blog at the present time…that his how it should be …..because it affects certain people at the time…that need it …thats all you need to know……………i’ve been her biggest headache…i love her dearly for putting up with me…..I will do my best to compliment her post………. the time frame is almost here………..i will be the best i can be i love you all…….. GOD THE CREEATOR OF ALL CREATION
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