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url=[object Object]][/url]IF THE VOICES ARE SILENCED  ---  YOU TAKE ANY WAR YOU LIKE ---  THEN YOU ADD  UP  EXACTLY  WHAT  MEN WERE KILLED  ---  THEN YOU ADD UP THE CHILDREN THAT SHOULD OF BEEN BORN --- YOU WILL FIND THAT  EVERY WAR ---  HAS DESTROYED AT LEAST ONE ENTIRE GENERATION --- ON TWO IF NOT MORE  ---  GEOGRAGHIC LOCATIONS  TO APPLY YOUR WAR OF CHOICE  --- WE DO NOT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE NUMBERS --- WE  GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE INFORMATION --- NOT ONE BUT YOU GUYS PUT YOUR WARS TOGETHER AND ---- NOT ONE BUT EVERY SINGLE ONE ---- NOW GO BACK IN THE BOOKS YOU POSSESS NOW  --- AND LOOK FOR THE INFORMATION --- IT WONT BE GONE --- BUT YOU WONT BE ABLE TO FIND IT --- WHAST YOU WILL FIND IS --- INSTRUCTION ON HOW TO KNOW WHAT TO LOOK FOR --- WHICH IS SUPPOSE TO GET YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO --- NOT THAT YOU WILL FIND IT THERE --- OR HERE IS WHAT YOU WERE LOOKING FOR BUT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW WHAT IT SAYS --- THE BIGGEST DAMAGE THAT WAS DONE --- WAS TAKING AWAY THE MEMORIES OF IT ALL --- IF YOU LOOK RIGHT NOW --- YOU WILL SEE --- NOW YOU TAKE A VERY GOOD HARD LOOK AT TODAYS DATE --- NOW WHERE EXACTLY DOES THAT PUT YOU --- RIGHT NOW --- UNDERSTAND IF YOU ARE GOING TO SEE ANY THING --- BY GOD YOU HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO SIGHT AND IF YOU NEED ANY THING --- YOU WILL FIND YOU HAVE IT BUT YOU WERE NEVER TOLD SO YOU ARE NOT AWARE --- SO WHAT --- GET OVER4 IT --- NOW YA KNOW --- BIG DEAL --- WHAT WERE YOU GUYS EXPECTING --- GOOD LORD YOU WOULD THINK THAT WHAT SOMETHING WAS GONNA BURN UP OR WHAT --- I PROMISE YOU IF ANYTHING WAS COMING AT YOU FROM GOD JESUS CHRIST THE HOLY GHOST OR THE DWEVIL --- YOUR NOT GONNA EVER KNMOW ABOUT IT --- AND I HAVE A QUESTION --- WHERE ANY WHERE IS IT STATED THAT ANY ONE WENT TO FUCKING HEAVEN MET THE MAN AND CAME BACK TO LET YOU KNOW WHATS HASPPENING THERE --- RIGHT NOW WHAT DID IT LOOK LIKE ---- UNDERSTAND NO ONE CAN TELL YOU --- AND THEY ATRE TELLING YOU EXACTLY THAT --- AND THOSE THAT CAN TELL YOU GOT IT FROM THE PAGES OF A BOOK AND WILL EVEN TRY TO AURGE QUATING FROM SAID BOOK --- THE COMING SHIT IS INTERESTING --- CHARIOTS AND FIRE --- SHIT THATS A MOVIE --- YOU WERE GIVEN EVERY THING YOU WOULD EVER NEED OR WANT EVEN DESIRE --- SO YOU TELL US EXACTLY WHAT ARE YOU MAD AT GOD THE DEVIL JESUS ANY ONE ABOUT --- SEE AT THIS POINT IN TIME WE CAN HAVE A VERY GOOD SIGHT ALL AROUND US --- JUST WITH THAT LITTLE KNOW LEDGE --- HOW MANY POSSIBLITIES ARE THERE ---- WELL YOU CANT COUNT THEM BECAUSE IF YOU HAVE A CORRECT SIGHT YOU SEE THATS ALL THERE IS IS IS POSSIBLITIES ---- SOME BODY PROVE ANY OF OUR STUFF INCORRECT IN ANY WAY --- BUT TO DO SO YOU MUST UNDERSTAND OF WHAT I AM TRYING TO COMMUNICATE TO YOU --- BY THE WAY THERE IS NO WHERE TO LEAVE A THING HERE --- WOW CHECK THAT OUT --- THAT WAS BAD I GOT TO SEE THAT ONE --- I AM NOT SURE WHAT IT WAS --- BUT DAMN  ---- I BET WE ARE HAVING FUN NOW --- UNDERSTAND WE ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN WE ARE HERE TO ENJOY WE ARE HERE TO LIVE --- TO UNDERSTAND EXACTLY WHAT LOVE IS CAPABLE OF --- WE JUST WANT TO PLAY --- AND YOU GUYS SUCK YOU ARE ALL SUCKIE --- MOSTLY YOU DONT PLAY --- AND YOU LIKE BEING NOT HAPPY ---- WE ARE GOING TO MARS AND WE ARE GONNA BE MARTIANS AND WE ARE GOING TO BE GREEN AND WE ARE GOING TO HAVE ANTANNEAS --- AND A BUNCH OF STUFF --- WE ARE GOING TO HAVE FLYING SAUCERS ---  OK WE ARE SUPPOSE TO DO FROM THE BEGINING TO NOW AND BEYOND OK --- REAL FAST SIZZLE SIZZLE ENERGY THOUGHT OR MIND --- ONE THING --- NOW GO AHEAD GET SOMETHING ELSE SO YOU HAVE TWO THINGS GO AHEAD WE WILL WAIT --- LET ME TELL YOU HOW THIS GOES ---- YOU VIBERATE ---- FASTER AND FASTER --- THEN YOU HAVE CREATED SOUND NOW YOU HAVE TWO SOME THINGS ---- NOW YOUR ON A ROLE AND SCREW    THE WHY ---- BUT THE WHY IS --- YOU BE THE ONLY THING --- AND ALSO THE SHEER POWER OF THOUGHT --- LOOK AT ALL THERE IS TO THINK ABOUT --- WELL SCREW THAT --- YOU WANT TO DO ALL THAT STUFF --- AND SO BEGINS THE BEGINING --- NOW HOW DO YOU GO ABOUT GETTING A BUNCH OF SOMETHINGS OUT OF TWO THINGS --- WELL YOU HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT --- AND ACTUAL THOUGHT IS SOMETHING YOU AT THIS POINT IN TIME CAN NOT COMPEREND --- THIS IS DUE TO THE FACT THAT YOUR STILL TRYING TO DEAL WITH EVERY THING WITH A BRAIN WHICH ACTUALLY WAS THERE TO KEEP SPACE FOR THE TINY PIECE OF THE CREATOR WE GOT --- A PIECE OF MIND --- WHICH WILL BE HOUSED WHERE THE BRAIN IS NOW --- THE BRAIN IS A SPACE FILLER --- AND I GUESS WE USE 10 PERCENT OF IT --- WELL WHEN THE TWO SIDES UNITE THAT IS WHEN THE MIND CAN COME OUT AS IT ALREADY IS IN --- I GUESS YOU WOULD OR BEEN CALLING IT SPIRIT --- ANY WAY WHEN THE MIND TAKES ITS PLACE WE WILL USE 100 PERCENT OF IT --- WITH THAT MUCH SHEER POWER WE WILL BE ABLE TO ACTUALLY DO THE THINGS ON OUR MINDS --- THE ONE PERFECT COMPLETE THING --- NOW I SHOULD HAVE CLEARED UP A COULPE OF THINGS --- YOU KNOW I AM JUST A GIRL --- AND I CANT DO ANY THING --- I CANT SHOOT LIGHTING BOLTS OUT MY ASS ---- EVEN THOUGH I HAVE ASKED TO BE ABLE TO ANY THING SEVERAL TIMES --- HELL THIS IS IT YOUR LOOKING AT IT --- IF YOU BOUGHT A TICKET --- I HOPE YOU DONT FEEL CHEATED --- IF YOU DIDNT --- I HOPE YOU ARENT DISAPPOINTED --- I HAVE MORE BUT I THINK WE ARE GOOD FOR NOW ---

THANK YOU WITH LOVER AND AL;OT OF AFFECTION

PIXIE AND GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION

WONDER IF EVERYONE IS GETTING A VALENTINE

url=[object Object]][/url]OK HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ALMOST --- PLEASE JUST CHECK THIS OUT --- IF EVERYONE ON THE SAME DAY I MEAN EVERYONE --- SAID NO ONE OWES ME ANYTHING --- WOULD THAT TAKE CARE OF SOME MAJOR DEBT AND PROBLEMS THAT AS OF RIGHT THIS MOMENT HAVE NOT GOT A SNOW BALLS CHANCE IN HELL OF EVER BEING SOLVED OR FIXED --- IF ANY OF YOU WANTED TO KNOW WHAT DUDE WOULD DO --- WELL THATS EXACTLY WHAT DUDE CAME UP WITH --- WHAT EXACTLY IS THE PROBLEM I MEAN IF IT WORKS --- ONE MORE QUESTION IS CANCER A BIG BUSINESS IS THERE ALOT OF MONEY BEING MADE FROM THIS PROBLEM --- IF ANYONE CONCERNED WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW DUDE WOULD DEAL WITH THIS HE WOULD GIVE CANCER A COLD --- THE COLD IS BASICALLY OUR DEFENSE FOR ALOT OF STUFF --- FROM WHAT I CAN GET FROM DUDE IS THE COMMON COLD WILL NOT KILL US BUT IT WILL KILL EVERY THING ELSE --- ALSO SOMEONE HAS TO INFORM THE MEDICAL PROFESSION THEY MUST STOP TREATING THE DISEASE ALL YOU ARE DOING IS MAKING THEM STRONGER --- ONE MORE THING REAL QUICK NOT ONE OF YOU PUT ANY DIRT HERE OR TREES THESE THINGS ARE NOT YOURS TO BUY AND SELL IF THERE WAS NOT A PROBLEM DUDE WOULD NOT MIND BUT THE THINGS HERE ON THIS GLOBE WERE CREATED FOR ALL HUMANS NOT JUST SOME THAT HAVE MORE MONEY -- THIS HAS TO BE CORRECTED AS WELL AS ALOT OF OTHER THINGS --- LIKE YESTERDAY I AM NOT KIDDING --- IT HAS TO BE DONE SO YOU MAY AS WELL GET STARTED --- THESE THINGS AND MANY MORE WILL BE CORRECT --- IT MAKES NO SENSE TO WHAT WAIT FOR WHAT ??????????????????? AN IF YOU ARE NOT KNOWING WHAT I AM SAYING OR THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE THEN YOU HAVE YOUR HEAD UP YOUR ASS AND AS A HUMAN YOU SUCK AND ARE DOING YOUR FAIR SHARE OF DAMAGE,DESTRUCTION,KILLING,ABUSING,THE WHOLE SHOW AND ALL IT ENTAILS --- I AM GOING TO STOP HERE CAUSE I HAVE TO DO A BLOG BUT I WAS HOPING YOU GUYS HERE ON FACEBOOK ARE REAL ENOUGH TO AT LEAST TAKE A MINUTE TO TRULY CONSIDER HOW WONDERFUL THINGS COULD BE FOR EVERYONE AND YES EVEN YOU IF WE WOULD WORK TOGETHER AS THE MASS AND PUT A STOP TO IF NOTHING ELSE AT LEAST THE BULLSHIT --- DUDE KNOWS THE MASS GETS SHIT DONE AND I MEAN RIGHT NOW AND AS LONG AS ITS NOT SEPARATED IS THE MOST POWERFUL FORCE AND CAN NOT BE FUCKED WITH BY ANYTHING --- IF THERE IS A PROBLEM WITH HAVING CORRECT INFORMATION FROM DUDE AND ACTING ON IT AS THE MASS --- THEN PERHAPS YOU CAN TELL US THEN YOUR 2 CENTS WORTH AND SUBMIT AN ESSAY OF 600 WORDS LETTING US KNOW WHY WE SHOULD SHUT UP AN LISTEN TO YOU --- WHERE YOU GET YOUR INFORMATION -- IS IT ORIGINAL -- HAS IT BEEN DONE -- AND HOW MANY MORE TRILLIONS HAVE THE RIGHT TO SPEAK THIER  PIECE --- AND WHAT ABOUT DUDE -- ALSO IF YOU GOT RID OF THE WORDS IN RELIGION AN  JUST DID  THE  ACTIONS  WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE ---  HOPE -- BELIEVE -- SAY THANKS --  AN  THEN  LETS  NOT  FORGET  CREATION  ---  ALSO  I  CAN  PROMISE  YOU  IF  YOU  TAKE  THE  BIBLE  WORD  FOR  WORD  IT  WILL  NOT  WORK  ---  ALSO  IF  YOU  DO  NOT  KNOW  THAT  ADAM  IS  ACTUALLY  ATOM  YOU  HAVE  BIG  PROBLEMS  ---   YOU  GUYS  AT  LEAST  IF  YOUR  GOING  TO  WAIT  FOR  SOMEONE  TO  SHOW  UP  AND   SAVE  YOUR  ASS  ---  YOU  CAN  AT  LEAST  DO  THE  CORRECT  THING  FOR  ALL  PEOPLE  ---  OK  YOU  MAYBE  IN  LOVE  AN  ON  CLOUD  NINE  ---   MAYBE  YOU  GOT  A  NEW  CAR  --  MAYBE  YOU  GOT  YOUR  TEETH  FIXED  ---  MAYBE  YOU  GOT  A  BOOB  JOB  ---  MAYBE  YOUR  GOING  TO  DINNER  ---  MAYBE  YOUR  GETTING  FLOWERS  --  OR   CHOCOLATE  ---  A  NEW  GAME  ---  WHAT  EVER  --  BUT  THE  WAY  THINGS ARE IN THE  WORLD  TODAY  I  CAN  GUARENTEE  SOMEONE  IS  COLD  --  SOMEONE  IS  GOING  HUNGARY  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  GET  RAPED  --  SOMEONE   --  WILL  GET  BEAT  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  NOT  UNDERSTAND  --  SOMEONE  WILL BE  AFRAID  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  BE  PUT  INTO  BONDAGE  --  SOMEONE  WILL  LOSE  THEIR  HOME  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  BE  ARRESTED  --  SOMEONE  WILL BE  ALONE  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  CRY  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  BE  SORRY  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  FORGIVE  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  DO  NOTHING  ---  BUT  DAMN IT  SOMEONE  WILL  STOP  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  CHANGE  AN  INCORRECT  TO  A  CORRECT  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  ASK  THE  QUESTION  --  SOMEONE  WILL  LOOK  AT  REAL  STUFF  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  SEE  REAL  STUFF  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  STAND  UP  FOR  SOME THING  ---  SOMEONE  WILL NOT  TOLORATE  AN  INJUSTICE  ---  SOMEONE  WILL  GIVE  FOR  NO  REASON  OF  THIER  OWN  BUT  FOR  SOMEONE  ELSES ---  SOMEONE  WILL  STOP  AND  REALLY  CONSIDER  ---  SOMEONE  WILL SEE  SOMEONE  UNDER  THIER  MASK  ---  THERE  ARE  TIMES  I  WISH  I  WAS  NOT  IN  THIS  --  WHEN  I  WISH  IT  IS  ALL  INSANITY  ---  THERE  ARE  THINGS  I  SEE  IN  PEOPLE  I  WOULD  GIVE  ANY THING  TO  NOT  HAVE  SEEN  ---  THERE  ARE  THINGS  I  KEEP  TRYING  TO  KNOW  DIFFERENT  ---  TIMES  I  WANT  TO  BE  INCORRECT  ---  TIMES  I  AM  FROZEN  REFUSING  TO  MOVE  EVERY  DIRECTION  IS  TERRIBLE  ---  TIMES  NOTHING  WILL  BE  WHAT  IT  IS  ---  I  AM  NOT  TRYING  TO  FUCK UP  ANY  BODYS  HIGH  --  WHAT  ABOUT  YOU  ---  BUT  I  JUST  CAN  NOT  BE  STILL  UNTIL  EVERY ONE  IS  AT  LEAST  OK  OR  THAT  AT  LEAST  EVERYONE  IS  WORKING  TOWARD  EVERY  BODY  BEING  AT  LEAST  OK  ---  DONT  YOU  FEEL  IT  DONT  YOU  SEE  IT  ---   SO  LETS  MOVE  ON  IT  SAYING  NO  ONE  WILL  DO  IT  DOES  NOT DO  A  THING  EITHER  ---  AN  FOLLOWING  THE  LEADER  DOESNT  WORK  CAUSE  YOUR  ONLY  FOLLOWING  SOMEONE  ---   WELL  THERE  YOU  HAVE  IT  ---  HEY  DUDE  WILL YOU  BE  MY  VALENTINE  HAPPY  VALENTINES  ---   

                      THANK  YOU      

           PIXIE  AN  DUDE

ILL GIVE YOU 3 GUESSES WHAT TIME IT IS

url=[object Object]][/url]WELL ITS 12;58 BUT THATS NOT WHAT TIME IT IS -- TRY AGIAN -- OK LET ME HELP YOU OUT HERE -- FIRST DO A COUPLE OF THINGS -- CLOSE YOUR EYES AND TAKE A GOOD LOOK AROUND -- THE THING ABOUT THAT IS IF YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES YOU CAN NOT BE BLINDED -- NOW EMPTY YOUR MIND COMPLETELY AND SEE WHAT YOU KNOW -- NOW THAT YOU ARE IN THE DARK AND HAVE NO IDEA OF ANYTHING PINCH YOURSELF -- IF YOU FEEL THE PINCH THEN YOU ARE AWAKE -- IF YOU DONT FEEL IT THEN OPEN YOUR EYES AN GO BACK TO FIXING YOUR HAIR AND PLEASE TRY TO STAY OUT OF THE WAY -- AND YOU GO AHEAD AND SEE THINGS AS YOU HAVE BEEN CONDITIONED TO SEE FOR EONS TO SEE AND KEEP YOUR BLINDERS ON SO YOU DONT NOTICE ALL THE PILES OF SHIT YOUR WADING IN -- KEEP PAYING FOR ALL THE WORTHLEES GARBAGE YOUR SURROUNDING YOURSELF WITH SO YOU CAN KEEP LIVING THE LIE OF LIFE YOU ARE ACCEPTING TO BELIEVE IN -- EVEN THOUGH YOU CAN SEE THERE IS NOTHING THERE -- ok there maybe something there but nothing or no one that can do anything about your dying or explain it -- you keep making and spending money thats worth nothing -- keep watching and believing the lie on the news and in the papers without even questioning if that information is being controlled -- keep believing in your freedom even though your only free to do as your told an to do otherwise you will be fined or imprisioned -- you keep listening to people telling you the way things are now and from the past -- like they were born with something more than you -- like they came out of the womb with an extra elbow or they came out with a bigger brain than you came out with -- like they had access to a specail library of knowledge or something -- like you are a sheep that follows because you are lacking the ability to use your own head -- just please stay out of the way of the sixteen of us that are trying our best to stop you from walking into the oven or at least stop telling these guys where we hid the matches -- ok what time do you think it is -- and there you have it --   
                            thank you with hope and affection
                      pixie an dude

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ITS 2013 IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE 2013

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TO BE HONEST 2012 DIDNT FEEL LIKE 2012 TO ME EITHER -- AN IF I THINK ABOUT IT 1999 DIDNT FEEL LIKE 1999 EITHER -- SO I THINK I WILL DO 2013 FOR AWHILE TO CHECK IT OUT -- BUT I THINK IM GOING TO DO 2037 NEXT MONTH -- I MIGHT TRY 2018 FIRST -- I WILL LET YOU KNOW IF EITHER OF THEM FEEL LIKE ANYTHING -- I THINK THAT DATES DONT DO MUCH -- I MEAN THERE REALLY IS ONLY ONE DAY ANY WAY -- AN THE ONLY THING THAT STANDS OUT ABOUT ANY DATE IS WHAT HAPPENED OR WHAT IS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN -- OR WHATS HAPPENING -- SO WE COULD REALLY INSTEAD OF HAVING ALL THESE DATES -- WE COULD JUST HAVE A BUNCH OF STUFF HAPPENING -- EXCEPT FOR ON REALLY BORING DAYS IT WOULD HAVE TO BE NOT TO MUCH HAPPENING HERE -- THEN THIS DID THIS AN THAT DID THAT AN WHAT HAPPENED NEXT WAS AMAZING EVERY PERSON ON EARTH -- WELL EXCEPT FOR GEORGE,SUSAN,PAUL AND THAT GUY MATT YOU KNOW THE ONES THAT SAID -- I DONT CARE IF EVERYONE IN THE WORLD IS DOING IT IM NOT DOING IT -- YEAH THOSE ONES DIDNT DO IT BUT THE REST OF US DID IT AN IT WAS SICK -- THAT MEANS IT WAS BAD YOU KNOW REALLY COOL -- IT CAUSED EVERYTHING TO SHIFT TO SOME INCREDABLE STUFF -- DIRTY WATER BECAME HEALING SPRINGS -- DIRTY AIR BECAME A PURE OXEGEN LIKE WAS NEVER KNOWN -- THAT WHEN PEOPLE BEGAN BREATHING IT ALL THE SICKNESS STARTING DISAPPEARING -- FIRST IN THE PEOPLE THEN IN THE PLANTS ANIMALS -- PLANTS UNKNOWN TO MAN STARTED GROWING AND PRODUCING INCREDABLE FLOWERS AND NEW FRUIT -- A GLOW STARTED IN THE UNIVERSE THAT WAS LIKE A WAND TOUCHING EVERYTHING AND IT WAS LIKE EVERYTHING STARTED COMING TO LIFE -- NOTHING LIKE WHAT WE HAD EXPEREINCED BEFORE BUT AN ALIVE LIFE -- A TWINKLING IN EVERYTHING -- YOU KNOW THE SPARKLE -- AN THE SPARKLE ON ALL THE PEOPLE AN THE GLOW COMING OUT OF ALL OF US NOTHING WE HAD EVER KNOWN AN IT WAS LIKE ALL OF A SUDDEN HERE WE ALL WERE -- AN IT WAS JUST WONDERFUL AN WONDERFUL IS A GREAT PLACE TO BE -- ITS HARD  TO KNOW ANYTHING ELSE NOW THOUGH I KNOW THINGS USED TO DIFFERENT -- I KNOW WHAT WE DID SO I GUESS I SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN BEFORE ITS GONE -- EVERY SINGLE PERSON REFUSED ANY NEGATIVE -- AND ONLY EXCEPTED POSITIVE -- IT TOOK A MINUTE FOR EVERYONE TO GET THE HANG OF IT BUT WHEN WE DID IT CAUSED THIS TREMENDOUS SHIFT SOME KIND OF JOLT SOMEWHERE -- NO WHERE BUT EVERY WHERE -- YOU COULDNT REALLY FEEL IT BUT YOU DEFINITLY KNEW IT A POSITIVE  SHIFT -- YOU KNOW ITS FUNNY HOW YOU JUST NEVER KNOW -- AN THEN YOU DO -- YOU KNOW -- AND THERE YOU HAVE IT --
                                           THANK YOU WITH MUCH POSITIVE AFFECTION
                              PIXIE AN DUDE
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PK HOW DOES DIFFERENT SOUND

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GLOBE WISE AND PEOPLE WISE -- ALL I GET WHEN I RUN THINGS THAT ARE SERIOUSLY THE MATTER --  ALL I GET IS STUFF HAS TO LOOK DIFFERENT NOT EXACTLY NEW JUST NOT THE SAME ANY WHERE -- LIKE WE HAVE SEEN THAT ALREADY -- WHAT WILL MAKE A PERSON CHANGE FROM WHERE THEY ARE TO SOMEWHERE ELSE -- AN ITS NOT EVEN THAT ITS CHECK THIS OUT -- WHAT YOU HAVE IS FINE BUT ITS DONE ALREADY ACTUALLY ALOT AND ITS BORING AN THE SAME OLD SAME OLD -- HOW ABOUT WE JUST SKIP ALL THAT FOR JUST A MINUTE -- ITS GONNA STILL BE THERE IF YOU STEP OVER HERE FOR JUST A SECOND -- I MEAN DONT ANYBODY PANIC SHIT HAS BEEN THERE FOREVER AN IT WILL BE THERE WAITING IF YOU GO SEE -- BUT WHY NOT JUST LOOK AT THIS OTHER STUFF -- NOTHING COULD BE MORE AWFUL THAN WHAT YOUR HOLDING ONTO -- WELL MAYBE IT COULD BE WORSE -- EVEN SO WHY DO ANY OF YOU WANT TO KEEP ANY OF THAT THERE -- NEXT TO WHAT COULD BE THERE -- EVEN IF THE WORST THING COULD HAPPEN -- LIKE OH SHIT ALL THAT SHIT IS GONE CAUSE I LET GO -- I WONDER IF WONERDFUL CAN BE WHERE AWFULS AT -- NOW WHAT IF EVERY ONE THINKS AWFUL IS WONDERFUL -- WHAT IF THEY DONT KNOW WHAT WONDERFUL IS -- I THINK THEY DO BUT I KIND OF THINK THEY DONT THINK THEY THINK ITS REAL -- WELL MOST EVERYONE THINKS  DEATH IS A REAL THING -- AN CANNOT SEE THAT CHRIST IS CONFORMATION -- AN GOD IS WHAT WAS DONE SO PEOPLE WOULD WORSHIP GOLD ALL THAT NEEDED DONE WAS TO DROP THE L -- BUT YOU TELL PEOPLE THAT THERE IS DUDE THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION AN HE IS ALL WONDERFUL AN IS BEEN WORKING HIS WAY HERE AN ITS GONNA BE JUST FINE AN LIFE IS WONDERFUL AN AS SOON AS WE EXPERINCE IT WE WILL KNOW THE DIFFERENCE -- AND THERE YOU HAVE IT
THANK YOU WITH MUCH AFFECTION AND THOUGHT
PIXIE AN DUDE

BEFORE I GET TO THE NEW YEARS STUFF

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I HAVE GET THIS OUT -- IM NOT EXACTLY SEEING IT LIKE THE BLOG STUFF I USAULLY SEE -- OR ITS NOT COMING IN THE SAME I DONT KNOW BUT HERE WE GO -- OK I THINK IM GOING THUR SOME STUFF THAT HAS ME WORKING REAL HARD TO SEE WHAT IT IS EVEN WHEN IM LOOKING RIGHT AT IT IT WANTS TO WIGGLE AN SHIFT -- SO THE BEST I CAN DO HERE IS SAY SOME STUFF THATS WITH IT -- I THINK STUFF IS GETTING JUMBLED TOGETHER REGUARDLESS I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT NOW THIS WAY CAUSE ITS BLOCKING SOME OTHER STUFF -- OK MY SON IS COMING TO VISIT IN ABOUT A WEEK -- OK I KNOW MY BOYS LOVE ME -- BEING THEIR MOTHER AND ALL WHICH IS GREAT -- AN IM TRYING NOT TO BE A BOTHER OR A PROBLEM -- BUT IM SURE MY BOYS MY PARENTS DONT SEE ME IN A VERY GOOD LIGHT -- NOT THAT THEY DONT TRY AN GIVE ME MORE THAN THEY CAN FIND TO GIVE ME BUT I BELIEVE IN THIER EYES I AM BY MEASURE NOT OF MUCH WORTH -- AND A BIT OF AN EMBRASSMENT -- AND IN NEED OF ALOT OF DRUGS AND DOCTORS CARE FOR MY CONDITION -- NOW SOME HOW IM NOT KNOWING WHY THIS IS LIKE THIS BUT I CAN LIVE WITH IT -- CAUSE AS FAR AS I CAN TELL THE REALITY FOR ME ON FAMILY LEVEL IS THAT I AM A COMPLETE AND TOTAL FAILURE OF LIFE -- WITH HIM COMING PRETTY SOON IM KIND OF LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HIDE IN SO I WONT BE SEEN BUT I REALLY DO WANT TO SEE HIM -- I DO THIS WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE -- ITS EASIER THAN ANYTHING ELSE -- IT SEEMS BETTER FOR THEM TO NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME -- NOW IM BETTING SOME OF YOU DIDNT KNOW THIS ABOUT ME -- AND ITS NOT STUFF I LIKE  OTHER PEOPLE TO BE AWARE OF -- BUT FOR SOME REASON HERE IT IS IN BLACK AND WHITE -- BASICALLY MY SON TOLD ME WITH CONCERN FOR HIS FAMILY -- THAT NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AND NONE OF WHAT I SAY OR DO MAKES ANY SENSE AND ITS ALL BASICALLY DRIBBLE AND I AM EMBARRESING MYSELF AND MY FAMILY BY BEING THE WAY I AM AND DOING AND SAYING THE THINGS I DO AND SAY -- AND I HAVE NO RIGHT TO PUT HIS CHILDREN OR HIM THROUGH ALL MY LAYERS OF BULLSHIT -- SO HE WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF I WOULD NOT BE ANYWHERE NEAR HIM OR HIS KIDS OR IN LAWS UNTIL I CAN BEHAVE LIKE A DECENT PERSON AND BE NORMAL LIKE EVERYONE ELSE -- ALSO I BELIEVE HE SEES ME  NOT ONLY AS THAT BUT I AM ALSO A LOW LIFE EVIL SCUM DRUG ADDICT THAT HE ALSO DOESN'T WANT ANY WHERE AROUND HIM AN AGAIN HIS -- NOW TO BE FAIR I HAVE TO SAY HES NOT WRONG OR MEAN BY DEALING WITH ME THIS WAY BECAUSE HE IS MOSTLY AND FIRSTLY PROTECTING HIS CHILDREN FROM WHAT HE SEES AS A THREAT -- AND HE IS IRRITATED BY  MY INABILITY TO JUST STOP BEING A FUCK UP -- AND HIS HURT IN DOING WHAT HE HAS TO DO BECAUSE HE LOVES ME IM HIS MOTHER -- NOW I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DEAL WITH THIS FOR YEARS NOW BUT WITH MY SON I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW HIM I GET NO REPORT CARD NO PAY CHECK NO TROPHEYS NO MEDALS I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR BASICALLY ANYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE NOT EVEN RAISING THEM -- HE DOESNT EVEN WANT TO READ ANYTHING IVE WRITTEN BECAUSE IVE BEEN TRYING TO ON THE INTERNET FOR AT LEAST TEN YEARS NOW TO DO MY JOB OF COMMUNICATING VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION TO PEOPLE FROM DUDE AND I BELIEVE LAST COUNT TOTAL VIEWS OF WHAT IVE BEEN DOING FOR TEN YEARS IS 3800 TOTAL CURIOUS PEOPLE SOME OF WHOM THEM SELVES AFTER READING WHAT I WROTE WANTED TO KNOW IF I WAS COMPLETELY INSANE AND IF I WAS DANGEROUS -- SO IF YOU LOOK AT THE WORK IVE BEEN TRYING TO DO FOR DUDE AND YOU ALL FOR TEN YEARS KIND OF LOOKS LIKE IVE FAILED THERE ALSO -- ON ANY OTHER DAY I WOULD BE ON THIS BUT TODAY I AM NOT -- SO BEFORE I TRY TO GO TO THE NEXT YEAR I HAVE TO SEE IF IVE GOTTEN THAT FAR YET -- AT THIS MOMENT IM GOING TO HAVE TO SAY I TOTALLY KNOW ALL THE STUFF I UNDERSTAND IT INSIDE OUT AND UPSIDE DOWN YOU COULD TAKE ME AN DUDE TO COURT TO PROVE ANY OF IT AND I COULD WIN AND PROVE WHAT EVER -- IT SALL WORKS AND ITS ALL BEYOND WONDERFUL SO IM KINDA THINKING WHERE IM FUCKING IT UP --   AND THERE YOU HAVE IT
THANK YOU
PIXIE AND DUDE